God guide me to the truth

God just give me proof

 

I get lost in my own thoughts

Filled with a million doubts

 

In a fight with your own mind

God who's got the time

 

A mistake I am about to make

My brain got my heart about to break

 

At a fork in the road

Kiss the frog or the road

 

One wears a shinny crown

The other a tiara with a frown

 

Can't go back the same way

Unable to see night from day

 

Tug a war with this rope

Heart and brain fucked up on dope

 

From this nightmare I can not wake

Tears flowdown with every mistake

 

One side fights to be normal

How do we keep this formal

 

I am so crazy it seems

Stuck in a wakeless dream

 

Follow the red bow

Live with permant tears flow

 

Wool boots by the door

Hearts torn shatter to the floor

 

My head says dreams are dead

My heart tells me I need a imaginary fred

 

Fall in love with a man

Then comes running crying with other plans

 

One that loves to cheat

Also gives a good beat

 

One who loves control

Forced me to live like on parole

 

One love pee diapers in his pants

Wanted a mommy instead of romance

 

One on the phone

Cheated left me broken and alone

 

One i thought was the man

Then she had other plans

 

One was a friend

I let fear fuck it up in the end

 

I just want a normal life

Happy couple man and wife

 

I struggle to love

It's like playing catch with a worn out old glove

 

I just need to take some space

To find out my true fate

 

You say I don't know what it feels like to be alone

Honey the truth is it's all I have known

 

I don't even know what normal is

Just look at the life i have lived

 

I always wind up hurt in the end

Let's quit God playing pretend

 

God guide me

Please Show me where I am to be