Rushing rushing

The world keeps turning.

I stand still as it moves without me.

Or am I the one spinning?

Decisions decisions

Figure it out quickly!

I chase a life worth living,

While trying to be self forgiving.

But I can no longer see what I’m looking for.

And just like that,

I’ve faded.

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I was told I need to filter my words.
Be more quiet, let others be heard.
...and for that I was sorry. 

Potential suitors intimidated by my success.

Friends tell me maybe say less.
....and for that I was sorry. 

Scholars pointing out my looks as I tried to study my books.

Was there a step I mistook? 

...and still for that I was sorry.

But year after year, my fears ...

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