I wrote

I choked

I hurt

I painted

I cried

I sighed

It's all said and done

Nothing's gonna return

I imagined

I whispered

I gasped

I searched

Now it's here

Final strokes on wall

Creating a graffiti 

A collage of desires

I ran

I swim

I lost

Didn't win

I break

I die

Every minute 

Passing by

Today my soul

Actually dies