I remember when we first started dating 

All I wanted to do was kiss

I has been with men in the past 

But to me you were different

I wanted to treat you different

I remember the first time we had sex

it was right before we went to the movies

You made me scream 

I knew from that moment I only want you

I remember when you used to stay at my house 

over night because we would stay up late watching movies

And i was to tired to drive you home 

One morning we woke  up in each other arms

And i said to myself " I TRUST YOU"

and surprisly you read my mind and said it back

I remember the first time you made love to me

I told you i want to feel all your love inside of me

and you gave me everything you had

I remember our first fight

I never did like it when we made ugly faces at each other

I remember our last goodbye

that ended with nothing 

because I couldn't get a reply 

and later found out you died