The trauma from my past weighs heavy on my soul
Unresolved issues making me feel alone
The pain in my chest been replaced by a dark hole
I feel like I’m living life through apps on my phone.
Night after night insomnia plagues me like a demon,
I’m so exhausted, I can’t take another beatin.
My stomach churns like I haven’t eaten.
Sourpatch Kids my life, I need it to sweeten.
Smoking dope because I just don’t want to think.
Life moving too fast, you better not blink.
Been up for 14 days straight, haven’t slept a wink.
Not a good idea, but I’m pouring another drink.
Suicidal thoughts cloud my head, I need to see a shrink.
Mind so crazy I think I’m the missing link.
Legends keep dying, and my heart keeps sinking.
So tired of crying but I can’t stop drinking.
Is it all worth it? This question stuck inside my head.
Suicide can’t commit. What’s it really like to be dead?