Thinking back to a time when I was so motivated 

Had nothing but time

Everything was over rated 

So cloudy my mind but now I’m seeing clear

So many things I feared but now I have no fear

& maybe that’s what scares you

The motivation I have for me

I’m taking the bull by the horns

Gonna be who I have the potential to be

You can stay 

Or you are free to go

But I need to do this for myself

That’s the only thing I really know

You’re the one that I love

But a stranger stands before my eyes

Can’t help but gaze above

And wonder if we will be this way for the rest of our lives

As I sit here mind racing 

Feet pacing

Love everlasting 

Is never lasting 

But always collapsing

Nothing more to do than wait

& see what chaos my strong mind creates

When all you see is catastrophic 

I view life with a different lense

You always seem to scape goat the topic

And lately we can’t be more than friends

I don’t hate you and I’m not mad

You were only all I ever had

Our paths have split , I know we’re done

Two souls separately are better than half of one .