The worst thing I can say
Is I hate walking by your house
I have to go by there to go anywhere
So ripped my heart out
You're the reason I'll never find love

I'm so sorry for blaming you
I clearly still love you
So it has to be you
So tell me to go fuck off
Like every word isn't already stuck in my head

I guess I'll let another person down
Realized I still wasn't over you
So Miss Castle how many times have I
Told you that I'd be here forever
Did you think I was like all the other boys
Sexting other girls, that was low of me 

So put the gun to my head
Blow my brains out
I'm better off dead
So leave every September
I'll sleep through just October throwing fits
Like a child who lost his favorite teddy bear