Who is right for me?

Or am I the problem and just can’t see

I can’t commit and choose to cheat.

Then lash out because of a guilty conscious that’s killing me.

Always in the end hurt w/jaded written bold n my T-shirt.

Living a short vein life

not to mention existing in the last days dealing with trials and tribulations, 

as satans temptations are my own desires but I continue to pray they expire. 

I’ve gradually grown a grudge 

watered the rage

instigating the next stage.

Love & effection a personal wage

searvhing for something I’ve already obtained.

Shame on me, how foolish I’ve became.