200mph howling winds
Vicious down pours
Hurricanes strong enough to permanently remove her ,
in that moment : the same moment her life' no longer felt like she was living
She realized ; she was drowning herself.
Her own limitations ' covered in fear
Her eyes closed
Unable to really see how it was all an illusion.
Heart beating frantically
Pulse beating louder than before
A sence of calmness :
She's alive ;
No longer fearful
Tears turned to laughter
Pain turned to growth
Disappointment turned to gratitude
Conditioning; no longer the center of her decisions .
She is indeed her own god ' and self realization is her journey .