Everything seems to slow...

Or maybe it's just me

My heart barely beats

I cannot feel the the sun upon my face

Things that normally bring me joy now annoy me

As if the emotion is an inconvienience

I hate this

...not again

Everyone feels so far away

Out of reach...at least for me

My soul has wondered away

Leaving this empty shell to mimic life

I long to escape my curse

Each breath of air feels stagnant

I watch as the world continues to turn

While I stay still, fading into the surroundings

Destined to observe but never join

I can never be one of them