Damn I guess death is a thing
Trying to make you feel special
Remember them days that 
You stay out drunk, I'd always walk you back
I wanted to raise you higher than the platform

It's unsettling how my head feels numb
I don't think I can smile anymore
This is what I get for trying 

Where's the bright side at this
I'm too tall to fit into the square
I guess you all can say I asked for it
I made a promise that can kill but only me

God I would of give up everything
Just to hold her again call her my baby again
I would protect her from everything
She was my galaxy and I was the a star floating around

It's unsettling how my head feels numb
I don't think I can smile anymore
This is what I get for trying 

It's been awhile since I was happy
I remember last June when I seen you
I was so scared to talk to you
Because I didn't want to cry in front of you
That hug I gave you meant everything to me 
If it meant nothing to you

The night I turn 23 and he cheated on you
He was gone an hour and haft 
I've never forgot that 
Turing 22 was the best damn night of my life 
I got to cuddle you and be never more then happy

It's unsettling how my head feels numb
I don't think I can smile without you
This is what I get for trying a hell of a lot of memories of you