Dying In My Sleep

I've been chewing on my cheek lately
Thought I seen her today shopping
Burst into tears so I had to leave quick
It's not fair I'm so lonely and missing you so much
I puked behind the trash can only blood came out
I guess that's what I get for dying in my sleep
Wake up gasping for air having a major headache
These last years have done some permanent damage to me
Firefly if you only knew how much you're killing me
It's okay I rather die then life without you
This is a hearty dose of misery I don't want
I've been so tired lately don't have the will to write
you're my inspiration to actually be someone