If you don't like me then I get it
Feeling numb is better than feeling like this

I'm the definition of failure
What's the definition of success in your mind
I'll try to reach it if I can 
If I reach out to far I'll fall
Everyday I have this hopeless feeling of  deja vu
Force a smile on my face crack a joke
While I'm dying inside
It's a romantic memory I wish I could get rid of