Contemplating, soul shifts in and out of focus,

my heart is chained, bleeding,and battered, it is yet masked by a smile

but day and night agony consumes me,.... At what cost? Step by step

i try to find my purpose. But i realize it is non existent and unattainable. envisioning

a better life but i sink into empty space. There is no outside of my misery.....

as i dream on...