The tears threaten, but they do not come They will not come – no matter how much I desire that catharsis, that release

That He wants them matters not Apparently, for after many efforts No tears arrive – despite my silent pleas

I should, I would, for reasons abound Tears of anger – at self, at fate, At self-defeating prophecy fulfilled

Tears of agony – over love lost Never to be reclaimed The heart doesn’t respond to being willed

Tears of joy – over finding my place Finding a new love, a different love Fulfilled through friendship and submission

Tears of confusion – unsure what to do Where my emotions should go Fear losing myself – my mantra admonition

Tears of frustration – indignation Anger at hypocrisy, lack of integrity Two-faced villains of the realm

Tears of impatience – at wanting At waiting – I’m no good at that Giving control to the Other at the helm

Tears of ecstasy – pure and simple New experiences, curiosities fulfilled Blurring the line betwixt pleasure and pain

Tears of love – difficult and dynamic Myriad forms, strengths, and consistencies An open heart draws loss, but offers gain

Tears of anything – would be welcome A much needed respite from the cold An indifferent mind, a frozen stare

Tears of silence – when the dam breaks The flood waters will rage unchecked Lying prone, with heart and soul laid bare