Recently I just want to be left alone
Hopefully they all forget about me
I'll get addicted to self-harming again
Bleed out that way you don't have to deal with me
I don't blame anyone if they want to hate me

I think I drink way too much
I've been feeling like 2015 me
I don't want my medicine being a razor blade
I can't keep a job anymore
I'm giving up my social anxiety

I tried to write a holiday special
It was going to end with Kobe being the murderer
He blamed everything on the ghost that's not real
Schizophrenia playing tricks on him

I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself
I've become the best at it
I'm hopeless case I understand if you hate me
My mind is my biggest enemy
It's always telling me 
I'll never find anyone who truly loves me
I wish I could think positive
i'm sorry to anyone who reads my sad emotional life
I only write about what I know