Told myself deep down that you would never win
All this time you had me at checkmate and I didn't even know it
So mother kick me again I like the way the pain feels
All I wanted was a family but I doubt I'll ever have it
Mother you wanted me miserable well you win

Remember the night that you gave me the knife
You told me to cut you out of me I'll die before that happens
But you're wrong I'll never be a lying thief like you
The main thing is I'll never be a drug addict like you

I struggle with everyone else around me having a family
It makes my depression a lot worse
I won't do shit for weeks on end
I'm a jealous and bitter man who is lonely
I'll always wait for that Firefly to come back

Remember mother you're only winning
Because I'm faithful to one woman and one woman only
I may never have that little family I wanted
Cycle is over no more leaving a child with one parent
So mother you may have me at Checkmate but we were playing Uno