Tonight my heart reaches out to the frozen abbiss

Searching for you

Yearning for your love

Reaching out till its veins fall off

 

Your no where to be found

The darkness keeps creeping in

To what end will my heart hurt

To what end will my feelings hunt

 

You lied to me for months

Keeping him in secret

All the while

Promising me your heart

Your hand in marriage

 

My dreams came alive

Talks of venue

Your hand in mine

Exchanging vows 

My heart yours

And yours mine 

Forever

 

Am I suppose to be okay

My heart ripped apart

I gave you everything

My heart my soul

Yours for the taking

 

Was I stupid to believe

You could be mine

Only mine forever

My heart implodes 

 

For years my walls were so high

Simply unscalable

No heart

No mind

Could break them down

They couldn't crumble to the ground

 

One day after years of work

They finally broke

Fell down around you

 

Now you use them to your advantage

Simply unbearable

 

Years ago

I was something different

Some one else

You wouldn't recognize

Simply incomparable 

 

I thought you loved me through it all

No matter how many bones

How many walls I shattered

Knuckles were bloody

My heart made of stone

Mind unspeakable

Now im all alone

 

The darkness comes back

Creeping in

To what point will it go

Will it ever end

Because of you

The man I am

Becomes yet again the man I was

Will it ever end