I've been so disgusted with myself
If you leave me here you won't miss me
Pocket full of posies were all going to be ashes soon
My mind's decomposing to misery

This social anxiety is eating me alive
I'm not brave enough to fight alone
I've got this hole in my chest ever growing
This heartbreak is killing me

I wish I could just stop caring
I'll be dead by 2020 so who cares anyway
I bet no one will even notice I'm gone

A promise is a promise
So I'll keep it until the day I turn to dust
I'll never be like any of your boyfriend's 
I'll keep my promises
Even if it means I die alone
I'll always love you darling

I wish I could just stop caring
I'll be dead by 2020 so who cares anyway
I bet no one will even notice I'm gone

This social anxiety is eating me alive
I'm not brave enough to fight alone
We all fall down into our graves
My mind tells me I'm not good enough
So discard me like a piece of trash
But I'll always love you