I'm sitting here suffocating in these thoughts
Wishing that I was your favorite person
Every time I start to be you run from me
Leaving me to the fucking thought was I that bad?

I picked you over everyone
That still wasn't good enough for you
I never imagined a future until I met you
Now that slipping away like the sipping on vodka

All day I'm choking on thoughts of you
I'm exhausted and I just want to close my eyes
I'll keep waiting on you not even death can stop that
These are just words of the waiting man