I found someone I loved and I'm letting them kill me
It's been 18 months without you and still counting
But I'm still waiting at that damn stop sign from 11 to 12
So you can count on me when everything goes wrong

I've always been so hard on myself waiting on you
It's been 18 months without you and still counting
No one can break me but you
I'm here begging for death everyday she's not here

Some people call me crazy but I call it love
It's been 18 months without you and still counting
The saltwater I'm drowning on his taking a toll on me
Time is something I have much left of

So could I breathe you in for one last time
It's been 18 months without you and still counting
I miss you firefly so much It's been hell without
I was never scared of dying until I met you

I'd give up everything to hold her and show her I love her more then anymore