I can't stop the awful thoughts in my head
I can hold them back
But they will find a way through
I wish I could slow down 

The self-harm always come back
I'm not writing about it for your attention
I do it because it helps my mind ease down a bit
I wish I could slow down 

I wish you could hear the demons
They don't come around at 3 a.m. 
They pick a random time everyday
I wish I could slow down 

I can't stop my dirty habits
Let's be honest it's soul food for broken heart
I know I could slow everything down
If I could just hear her voice again