You scare me

You manipulate me

You used me for your gain

You thought you owned me

You weren’t in love with me

You were in love with the idea of me

You sucked away my happiness 

I tried to leave 

You followed me everywhere I went 

You degrade me when you have a tantrum 

You called me your wife and treated me like a possession

I don’t owe you anything

You changed on me

You got jealous over everything 

You said I was your everything 

You treated me like nothing

You said I was a token but you treated me like a used coin

My currency was worthless

The exchange rate was your happiness over my broken heart

If there was a bidding war you wouldn’t even bid on me

To the countries in debt you’d give me away to them so they become more in debt 

You didn’t value me

I felt like you couldn’t hear me

Why can’t you hear me

I’m shouting right at you, yet you still can’t hear me

My feelings go in through your ear and out through your hand as you dump me like debris 

I just wanted us to be okay

Always going back to you

I always saw the best in you

A cat only has 9 lives but some how I gave you 10

You clawed your way into my brain making me think I can trust you

Your whiskers of lies leaving your mouth as you tell everyone I did things to you that I couldn’t even fathom breaking your heart like you were prepared for me to

You were so insecure you never trusted me from the start

I was so comfortable with you I never thought I had to rethink my actions 

But then here we are. You’re yelling at me for helping a guy in my class with some homework 

How did we end up like this