I'm so tired

I'm happy and sad and grateful and mad

but it't a blur

it's fuzzy and I'm tired without an end in sight

a good day, a bad

it's all a blur

I'd like to say that it's getting better

but I don't even know

focus on a face

it's blurry

focus on a thought

it's lost

focus on a breath

it's broken

Maybe that's why I used to hide it

it was the only place I was not blurry

the faces were clear

the thoughts were there

the breath was going

but i was lost without an end in sight.