Young and afraid I sat lost in the dark

Too much drink and disappearing to the park

So much worrie, but not by me

I never new what I was doing to my family 

Young and care free and not given a shit

I ended up in a bottomless pit

Drink and drugs and endless romance 

Until one day I caught my glance

Was that me , who I seen or am I stuck in a horror day dream

I took a step forward just to be sure and when I realised that  I was her 

I hit the bottle and said no more

In my sleep I must of cried to god  ither that or he just got bored

My ways weren't the life that I should lead so instead he gave me the opportunity to leave

 

And I did

It wasn't long before my son start growing

I was getting fatter i was really showing

But I didn't care I was ecstatic I was glowing 

the moment I saw him i held him so tight

Not letting go for endless nights

My tears hit his cheek as I thanked him so much 

Watching him grow filled me enough

Tiny hands and little toes 

Smelly nappys and a snotty nose

He saved my life and set me free

Letting me become an amazing mammy 

His sister I lost along with his brother 

I never imagined having another  

A while had past when the news came out, 

Another boy was in store for me

How the he'll did I get so lucky

So here we are nine years later. With out their dad as he was a trater 

But put that aside I wouldn't want it any other way 

Mammy would never leave you she is here to stay

 You have me by your side we are here for the intire ride. 

Just promise me this and never forget to live a happy life with not one single regret