All the dead memories in my head
I know I shouldn't focus on them
I can't tell myself to let go 
The consequences of my actions 
Have led me here

Wondering if I'm a good person or not
I used to be a pathological liar
But I stop lying in February of last year
Yes I've lied once since then and I'm sorry about that
I should of told her the truth

Wondering if I'm a good person or not
I'm been thinking about it and I hate myself
For being so selfish and not caring about what you wanted
I say sweet things to you and in my eyes they are real

Starting to see that this 
Crumbling kingdom cannot stay how it is
It's near to be impossible to fix something this bad off
So I'll break it down and rebuild it
In an image that you could actually enjoy

The weight of my word isn't much to you 
But this is not my end
Firefly I'm sorry I made you feel unloved
When all I wanted was to show you love

So goodnight I hope you sleep good