When I think of growing old, you're there
With you I would like to travel everywhere
But something is holding me back 
My life is not on a clearly set track
I don't feel warmth or love towards you 
Not in the way that I always used to 
Something between us has changed 
My heart is neither free nor chained 
It's seems we're at an impasse 
At a crossroads if you will 
I'll wait for this darkness to pass
To see if you're in my future still