Two young men 

I've been blessed

 gone through it there grown 

I'm no longer as needed 

I can almost taste my since of self 

Shhhhhhhhh...... shhhhhhhh... 

Quite ....is all I want 

Peace from the noise ,of this chaos I have brought ,bought and got,

I messed with my hormones 

Well over 30 , already unsteady 

knowing what I want , just not ready 

To old to wait anymore decisions were made to open up that door 

My body a vessel to grow life 

love life ,raise life ....

No preparation for what was is store 

Three under four ,an just me 

I have no more 

No self no more 

The decision was made cause of the love for you 

Only to feel like I gave myself away  

For you to have the 3 

No love no love no no no how can this be 

ME?