I am now the lack of letters that's in your mind
The feeling of hope 
Before it fully gives into hopelessness
Only blood remains on the skin 

A mind that once was happy
But now gone to the wind
I'm a feeling that will never be 
Love is waiting but waiting is killing me

But still I wait until the end comes for me 
Death is pain so I'll focus on that
It feels like I've lost everything 
Now there is only pain left