It must be so confusing to you.
One second I'm there,
The next I'm not.
One second I'm happy,
The next I'm insufferable
And I'm sorry.
I try so hard to step into the light
And stand there by your side,
But the darkness always whispers
And I allow myself to be pulled back into it.
The darkness tells me the cruel truth
And the light tells me beautiful lies.
I love you,
But I know you will soon disappear.
You will soon tire of waiting
If you do leave,
I just hope you're happy,
Because I'd rather you be happy
Than suffer by my side.