The tears stopped 

The feeling of my heart sinking into my back has faded away 

Fantasies of us...of what could be no longer play out in my head 

The thought of losing myself in your world will not be worth it 

The way I'm built i know when to walk away when the love is no longer 

When the love never was around 

Time and time again I told myself you will come around 

Waiting and wondering 

I gave parts of my mind and my body to you because you said it will be safe

Many, many excuses for your actions 

More waiting and wondering 

And everyday a letter would be added to my forehead speeling out S-T-U-P-I-D

Is this another lesson to be learned? 

Have me questioning myself what part of you is worth it, and not one answer pops up into my head 

I believe in all the good that love has and i cannot alllow anyone to change my thoughts on love

I want more I deserve more and most importantly I know what I bring to the table 

Closing myself off to other possiblites because I saw potential in you

I saw potential in someone that is not giving me the time of day 

My worth is much more than that 

I am so much more valuabe 

I will not be chasing pavements anymore 

I will be doing for me 

And suddenly my tears just stopped....