I'm starting to feel that my mother was right
I'm nothing more then a mess up
She should have had an abortion
Even when I'm trying to do the right thing
I find a way to mess that up

The value of my worth is nothing
The value of my worth is nothing
I don't deserve to be loved
I deserve to be hated
For letting my demons win

I think the sadness never ends
I'm drunk again
Writing this messed up poem
About a girl I love more then anyone 

But what the fuck am I supposed to do
I'm in my twenties trying to work on this dream
That's never going to happen
So with tears in my eyes I tell myself

The value of my worth is nothing
The value of my worth is nothing
I don't deserve to be loved
I deserve to be hated
For letting my demons win

Even if you hate me
Just know I'll wait here
For you cause I love you
Your the only human I've every loved
Hell I love you more then I care about my own family