How to express this spot tight,

one side vouching time flight,

wishing would have spent like knight,

at other zealous to see the world bright.

I know its my fault,

would have come out of this halt,

if would have tried to vault,

life would be somewhat exalt.

 But fully content still,

wimpy about ex and will,

focusing on refurbishing skill,

trying to cope with going thrill.

Apprenticing life at every wink,

neither having fear of sink,

nor of blotting ink,

is reason behind me being tickled pink!