It's getting too hard 
Even after coming so far
I can't handle it anymore
I don't want to play this card 

The grief that it will cause 
Is not worth it after all
Its not really my call 
I can't do this anymore 

I'm telling you honestly 
This is too hard for me
We need to move on and see
If we can be happy 
Somewhere else
With someone else

Just stop this now
Forget about how 
We think we're in love

This isn't love 
This is friendship 
And loneliness 
This is heart ache 
And head ache 
This is time waste 
And self hate 

Please be calm
You're still my friend 
But for my mum 
You're not my husband 

Be happy and be free
But do it without me