I like this part of my life

I mean, getting closer to my sister

(in a realness way)

and to my dad, too

(which I never could've foreseen)

I mean, I miss my kids

and,

I wish I had the love of a man

(one in particular)

I wish I was smaller

(although, I have started going to the gym)

And, I, well, you get it

But,

all in all

God loves me

and

I have learned to love myself

So, this

this is my favorite part

...so far