I know you are hurting

I know you feel alone and that 

applying more pain is the only feeling 

that brings somewhat of meaning

to yourself. 

But I promise you, 

you will smile again

you will enjoy the little things

for everything that they are

and when you reach the point 

when you dont know if you 

should even be healing

or if you should stay down this dark road

you will feel something 

that you never expected or 

even thought was possible. 

you will inevitably fall in love with that something

whatever it is,

you will be scared. 

but it will save you and 

one day you will look back

and have the strength to write 

a story like this.