I am the opposite of what the world wants
It's asking me to be someone I cant be
My mind is filled with I should but I can'ts
I prefer modesty and humility over beauty 

People look at me and make assumptions 
Her head is empty, her free will is taken 
I can't ever amend their presumptions 
I can only continue to be mistaken 

I struggle, I shan't lie about it
It troubles me a lot
I live in a place where I'm different 
Not just to the locals
But to my own lot

I've never met another like me
Even if I thought they were 
It was proved to the contrary 
Life has turned into a blur 

I struggle, I shan't lie about it
My insides crumble sometimes 
I question myself constantly 
Hoping to change immediately 

But I'm still here
I'm still me 
And I struggle 
Every day
I shan't lie about it