i truly am so so

sorry 

sorry i couldn't be the one you held at night 

sorry i wasn't pretty enough for you

sorry i wasn't secure enough for you 

sorry i wasn't of high enough status for you

sorry i like to defend myself from harm

sorry i had monsters in the back of my mind i can't tame

 

sorry i wasn't worth any of your time

sorry i wasn't worth any of your effort

sorry i wasted your time with MY effort

sorry i wished upon a shooting star for you

sorry i couldn't fulfill your every unsaid requirement

sorry i wasted all of those restless nights just thinking you could possibly

love me back