10/18/2016

Untitled
Gavin Lane

Standing on the top of a mountain
Being able to breathe fresh air
Seeing everything so small beneath me
Reminding me of why I had to come here
In life I get anxiety
I let people think they are better than me
I put my self down when it comes to anyone around me
I pretend to smile so they think I'm happy
Trying to avoid talking about "whats wrong with me"
I take another shot
Im feeling woozy
Im started to slur my words
But no one is noticing that but me
Im having a good time and I think I'm worry free
Im starting to have a good time, wait is this true?
Time to go home and sleep it off
Wake up and I feel like crap
Pretending is so hard because its just not me
I think I need to learn a little more about me