I sit here.. 
unable to move.. 
fixated on this 
chaos that consumes 
my life. 

Memories so vivid 
they leave me bleeding 
on the floor. 

I wish I could 
escape my harsh 
existence that 
is called my life 

Is there a way 
to run from this 
monotony..day in 
day out..one sad 
day rolling into 
the next. 

I am numb to 
everything and 
everyone around me, 
that is the only 
way that I can block out 
the pain..In my mind, 
I have left the living