Inhaled black smoke
 slithering around inside
 slowly taking control
 control of who I am
 fighting an never ending battle
 slowly losing and accepting of what is to come
 wrapping myself in this darkness
 until sadness is nothing new to me
 anger I let in and settle
 happiness comes but I push away
 the darkness has clouded my judgement
 slowly welcoming it
 fore it makes me numb
 no more fighting no more tears
 no emotions
 I have finally accepted my fate
 Emptiness is who I am.