I'd give up in a heartbeat, on a heartbeat if i could
It would hurt them so so much and I know that it would
I am difficult, i am stubborn and thick like mud
But i want to go away and I think that I should.

I think I am ungrateful, for the life I have been given,
I am horrible and disgusting and don't deserve to be forgiven
I say I try my very best, but I don't that that thats true,
If it was then I'd succeed at the things I try to do.