When The Home Is You

You’re always searching for a home,
one that shelters your soul.
But have you ever wondered
if it might live beneath your armor?

Perhaps the softest place to land
has been inside you all this time.
Even if it feels abandoned,
what if you dusted off the corners,
gently, without needing to be whole at once?

Don’t force the finding.
Even if you find nothing,
perhaps it’s just “not yet.”
“Not yet found”,
doesn’t that sound a little kinder?

Let hope keep burning,
but never let it burn you.
Never stop being
the most honest version of you.

Because when you can’t see it,
I see you as a home.
Even these words
have chosen you as their home.

 

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Yanma Hidayah

Thu 12th Jun 2025 08:05

What a beautiful way to describe it, @Hélène. Thank you.

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Yanma Hidayah

Thu 12th Jun 2025 08:02

@Ray Miller, Thank you for reading so attentively.
The line you mentioned came from a quiet place — a time when I used to carry the weight of trying to make friends with everyone I met. That weight made me feel confined, like I had to mold myself to others' expectations.
I don’t blame myself and I didn’t know any better, I see it now as part of learning. These days, I no longer carry that burden.
I cherish my solitude, sometimes I pull away from friends just to regain my energy.
Still, I enjoy meeting new people, I laugh when they laugh, I cry when they cry, not because I have to, but because I want to.
The sense of “having to” now comes from the part of me that’s trying to grow my communication skills, not from a need to make friends. And Friendship will come, gently, with time, right?
I hope this doesn’t sound self-important, I just wanted to share the quiet process behind the lines.

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Yanma Hidayah

Thu 12th Jun 2025 07:51

Yes, @Uilleam, beautifully said! Thank you.

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Hélène

Tue 10th Jun 2025 13:57

A poem that walks the reader home through gentle introspection. Lovely Yanma!

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Ray Miller

Tue 10th Jun 2025 09:54

Good poem. The closing couplet is excellent and I like "don't force the finding" too.

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Uilleam Ó Ceallaigh

Tue 10th Jun 2025 09:30

Something rather profound there, Yanma.

Words would remain nothing more than marks on a page without a reader to interpret them.

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