The Narrator:

 

Before her arrival,

which could be early today

and before her buds are

the picture of her fragrance.

 

Would you call her unfair?

 

That I needed her

to get me through

the coldest&darkest 

of the years. 

 

But I keep her inside.

Until she’s ready.

 

Which could be early today. 

 

Depolarizing early today. 

Because I have too much pressure&stress.

 

And that is not okay!