I know everything’s real

But sometimes I wish

It were not

I really need 

To brush my teeth 

But I can’t be bothered 

To get up

I’ll feel disgusting

For days on end

But I won’t remember 

To brush them

I can’t be bothered 

To go to sleep

But I can’t be bothered 

Staying awake 

And I can’t bothered

to do anything 

Even if it’ll

Make me feel great

I can’t be bothered

To live or to die

So I’ll keep existing

Half alive

I can’t be bothered 

To feel emotion

I’m only bothered to breath

Even sometimes 

That troubles me

Cause why does it take

So much effort 

To do something subconsciously 

At this rate I’ll forget

How to breath

Maybe that’ll 

Benefit me