It still doesn't feel real, 

my brain can't find a way to understand that it's real

that you are not here anymore

I still think that you'll come home

I know you can't, and you won't

cause I'm not crazy and I saw your grave at the cemetery

but still, I seem to forget you're dead

and when I realize you are,

I go back to that morning

when they called to tell me,

when they told me my favourite human

was not on this earth anymore.

I miss you, and I can't breathe

and I want to see you

and I need you to tell me what to do

and I need you to help me

cause I'm lost

and I miss you.