i don’t know what to do

i don’t know how feel

can someone please tell me

 

i don’t know how to act

i don’t know to speak 

i don’t understand new words

i feel like a freak

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please tell me

 

i can’t control my emotions

i don’t know what i’m feeling

i spend my time alone

aimlessly staring at a ceiling

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please tell me

 

i can’t speak to my parents

they never understand 

they wouldn’t comfort me as a child

but rather yell and reprimand 

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please tell me

 

my future is unknown 

and the fear consumes me

but deep down i wonder

if i’ll even make it to twenty 

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please tell me 

 

i feel sick all the time 

my stomach is always in knots

i can’t remember feeling carefree

i watch my childhood memories rot

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please tell me 

 

i wake up in the morning

made it through another night

but i don’t feel hope

i wallow in strife

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please tell me 

 

i don’t like being seen

please don’t notice my presence

i want to cry in conversations 

i rethink every sentence 

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please tell me 

 

it’s like i’m being watched 

an animal in a zoo

every blink monitored 

judged by every move

 

i don’t know what to do

i don’t know what to feel

can someone please help me 

 

can someone please help me