once upon a time I built a wall around myself and expected someone else to break it down. then some time passed and I was the one to break it. then I felt strong, and love. then I continued the tradition of worrying too much and I thought I was going to die, and what can I do to make me feel safe. then I put up a chainlink fence with barbed wire all around me but watching birds perching on it made me cry so I took that down too. then I thought about what could last a long time, but maybe not forever because who needs forever. it's a wooden fence now. I forgot to include a gate but you can double jump over it if you'd like. if you are also playing this silly game called adulthood, just press A twice on your controller. then we can talk about decades of life lessons and how some things never change and sometimes people do but I'm just me, I'm only me.