Hey dad mom
After this, you’ll want me gone
Hard to keep it to me
This side of me you’ll never see 
You know I love you right
Love to see you smile so bright 
But this will bring you pain 
For everyday, I live in vain 
Help me 
Im dying inside 
Just to look good to your sight 
Wish I could tell you everything 
But only darkness will ever bring 
Im not who you think I am 
Trust me, this was never my plan 
Don’t want to run away from you 
But all I want for myself is to be true 
I'm tiring of hiding 
God saying Im not abiding 
But would you call this life
To my heart this piercing knife 
Little did I know 
I would only reap what I sow
Tired of chasing 
Finally embracing 
This sinner’s filthy trait 
Dad mom, I'm just not straight