they’re so beautiful 
they’re mine 
I visit them all the time 

I rewind them 
remix them 
with you I revisit them 

I never let them go 
I dress them up
for my shows 

My very own mistakes 
polished to a glare
My very own mistakes 
haunt me everywhere 

I think of the horrible things 
I’ve said 
cruel things I’ve done 
before I go to bed 
I think of you all at once
 
new mistakes will be made 
will I think of them 
the same way 

got a playlist 
in my head 
in constant rotation